13 July..

I took my piano test today.. and I was terribly sad, terrible dissapointed, terribly ashamed and terribly unforgiving the errors that I made.

Scale was easy, I could do it all along well, I noticed the increasing dynamics, the way my fingers shoud move.. the way i should hit on the correct keys...

But when I was infront of that Ritmuller piano in the exam room, I just totally Freaked out.The stupidest thing ever is to play the SCALE WRONG.
I made myself look so stupid infront of the examiner.My 3 beloved pieces, all screw up -.-
I seriously dunnoe wat to say.. I led my parents and my teacher down.. haix

I know that I could retake, but I am just very miserably sad and dissapointed.My dad fetch my but I didnt want to go home with him. cause, he's like nagging at me, saying that I should maintain my cool and not get so nervous.

When I came back to sch, I just booked a room and stone there. Initially, I just wanted to call Jiao to ask her pei me. It turned out that she was alreday on her way home and I just wanted to whine to her saying " Hey , suck lah my exam..."

and I ended sobbing and crying hard on the phone. It's wasnt the silent small sobs but those ...
Yea... i think she got a scare. After which, Hunny came to me after her interview. I felt much better after the cry and thank Hunn. Jiao and ' sNOW', for making my day a less gloom one..