I must be naive to think..

why do i even care when you saw us..

why do i even bother to explain ,thinking that you want to know, when you actually don;t..

why do my heart had to skip a beat I see you there..

why do i bother to cry when you don't even care..

it's just me, mysef and I, the only player here

I knew the answer...you don't have to tell me that it was just your impulsive thought for penning those words 5 months ago..i knew it in my heart, but yet i chosen to believe in you...

I knew the answer... perharp i'm just a substitute for your special someone who left you

thanks for letting me know that you are always there, when you wasn't..

and thanks .. it's you that make me understand how it feel like to really like someone...

and perharp you are right, I'll be happy if you go NS and i dun get to see you

or maybe it might be, you're happier cos u wun see me..

Alright, I'm sure I will be a stronger shan stepping into my 20s, leaving you behind in my past.
I believe I might be sad now, but when i look back later, it will still be a sweet memory...

sweet memories of how i just want to think of you in whatever thing that i've done everyday..