Alright, was on MSN with hunny and she told me that she was so inspired by Michelle's inspiration quotes. I saw the same enlightenment in Yanlin when I went to her blog. Actually, I was quite inspire too!

It it all have to do with age, about growing up? After so much that had happened, you tend to take things easy as you really dont have to take things so harshly upon yourself. It might be right, take a step back and you can have a broader view.What's the use of increasing your pace in life when you could only live each day once.



Don't you ever find that everyone is so aloof now? I am naive to think that I'm a super duper shanshine girl who can crap and entertain people. I even talk to strangers now when I'm alone/bored ( eg: In the lift, waiting for my driving test )
Or smile at strangers when there's eye contact ( Not ALWAYS, but if someone is looking for long , or close enough, I'll smile)


I was quite taken aback today when my collague told me over the dinner that my crappyness at times are irritating. I am puzzled, cause I thought usually laughters or -___-" face followed after my crankiness. I used to that I'm funny, so I was wrong. When I defend by saying " I always speak like taht to my friends"

She questioned on the numbers of friends I have.

I hope I didnt offend any Vesirian.



Lesson Learnt
1. It's alright to be friendly, But Know your limit, over-friendliness denotes insincerity.


Man are like shoes. When you are young, you go for striking, high heel shoes,walk around showing off despite the pain. As times pass, a comfy shoe is all you need to meet the need daily.

I talked to someone today who changes my perspective towards life and education today. She told me how ill our education system is, where the strong get stronger, and the weak get weaker, cause they cant catch up.Something that is true as I had seen with my eyes. At times, failer are deem as forever failer. It is sad that our
kids
have to deal with all this stress where they cant learn happily. I actually cry with my pupils in class one day after returning them their test paper, after one boy cried out loud when he had 25/50.

He started to cry and said his parents will slap him and such. To my surprise, the whole class started " how you dad hit you?"
" My childcare give me so much work"
" I do my tution Hw until I want to die"

Peharp, I was too emotional. I cried too as I felt that I was a lousy teacher. I cant save their result and didnt make learning enjoyable.
It's a heartache. I cant do anything to help but stress them by counting down days to exam.